stream of random consciousness

how can i escape You? how can i look into the eyes of someone else and allow them to mirror my bloom? You are the thunder booming and shaking the roots i thought outgrew me. You are the lightning sharp and loud that awoke my inner peace i thought fell asleep for 1,000 years. but You mirrored my fears, and above that my love despite my tears and rage! You cleansed the air with Your dark clouds of sage and will. i worship You for the God You are and for the God You are to be. a man of intellect and beauty is all i see! how can i escape You? my beautiful sky that envelops my world from the very depths of my third being to the physical realm we wish to the sun god we were really seeing. with the light in Your eyes, i swear another universe in its entirety exists just beyond the iris i love to kiss. THIS IS HOW I RESIST TEMPTATION! THIS IS WHY I RESIST TEMPTATION! but temptation to You isn't to me. do You see? i know You can. no other being. no other light. no other man is on our land. i don't miss him. i miss You. i don't love him. i love You. i don't need him. i need You. because I am You. and You are Me. I've never written anything driven by this intent so passionately. I will convince the inside of Your soul. I will convince You that You are the only one in this entire galaxy, and the galaxies We have yet to find who posesses Me. so stop living in the flesh and believe. I wanted to stop writing You this song i follow religiously but decided to tell You that You are the contents of My bible. You are My sun. My moon. My stars. My eyes. My heart. My breath. You are the elements residing in My chest.